1.04.2008

Limbo

I am sitting here in Lusaka now, waiting for my flight to Lilongwe, Malawi. I've said goodbye to my family, but only with my mouth, not with my heart. I'm not really sure if I am ready for that right now.

The rains are heavy and ridiculous so I think my flight will be late. We will see how it all goes.

I feel sad, but numb...I cried when little Emmy cried this morning, I didn't know she would be so sad. I felt like I was abandoning her.

Now I must look forward, everything is new, unknown, another adventure awaits around the airplane.

Ten months...it's enough to get your heart hurt, but it isn't enough for much else...time is precious

3 comments:

Karl Mueller said...

Megan;

We are praying for you.

Karl

Terri said...

Megan,

I am praying for you to experience peace and that you'll relish even these last weeks, as this journey will soon come to an end.

~Terri

Anonymous said...

Megan - We are praying for you too and know the Lord will direct you. Love Dar and Larry